Interlude...

“I wish to go beyond the fire that burns me.”  
― Petrarch- Conzoniere


I will be taking the next several days to finish a university paper so I will not publish anything during that space of time. I insist that the reader comes back here as the ideas that I have been cultivating are near their entire fruition.

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